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ericltkong_75
By: ericltkong
Mood: dont know
Date: 03/22/2007 09:25:11
Music: Gatecrasher Live in Moscow feat. Christopher Lawrence


Oggi e una bella giornata! but for me, it's not that magnifico. non lo so il perche lo avere fiducia in la. i realizzare la did not risposta mia messaggio. dun know wat's the problem. it's either avoidance or busy. oh well...

before i go, i wanna apologize if the sentence structure of the above really lousy cos this i did this to prevent from that 'person' who might stumble by this entry. anyway, i'm trying to learn how to put the sentence structure and i know it's still a long way to go. comments or criticisms are unavoidable...

i'm ok now but just abit lost about the problem. no response from ppl u send msg makes u wonder wat are they up to. are they angry or simply just dun wanna give a heck? meeting up can hardly happen in my case and that's why sending msg was the only way. and all i got is no response.

anyway, suppose to be in church for music practice but decided not to go for it. i just wanna be at home alone. even going thru all the problems i've mentioned in the previous blog was me all alone. frens would just give advice but no one was there physically wit me to go thru it. i seldom share my problems wit frens cos i never wan them to worry about me. but sometimes i always hope someone will be there but it doesn't happen.

of course suicide is not my style. i think that's stupid. i dun wanna die and ppl remember me and forget after a while. i wan to ppl to die while remembering me still there alive and kicking!

ciao and grazie...






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03/23/2007 01:38:44

WTF

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From: Frostbite
03/22/2007 17:29:10

Hey eric!

We _DO_ care about you. It isn't nice to read that someone is doing not so good.

 Sometimes it takes many days that i see that there are some new blogs added. I'm not so sure if this is the best place to tell about your deepest feelings and thoughts. And especially that you have some sort of expectations what we are thinking about those things you say. Of course for someone it's the easiest way to write up what's on your heart and sharing things is almost always good. But talking so personal stuff to strangers bothers me a little.

I'm on your side and wish all the best for you. Don't fall into depression, just be tough! Life goes on, you've got many years and changes in future.

And don't even talk about committing a suicide. It's just so childish to talk about that in these kind of situation. That doesn't help.

Sorry if i was rude or something. I just have so different feeling when i read your texts. No hard feelings :)

 

o/ Be a man! CIAO!

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From: Athena
03/22/2007 16:25:28

mi piacerebbe passare un'eternità su questa terra per dire a tutti che la vita
è un dono prezioso e che bisogna viverla al massimo giorno dopo giorno.....

 

 

 

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From: Athena
03/22/2007 14:43:23
mi sono persa qualcosa qui...:) did I miss something...sounds like I did.

btw hello Eric,I just wanted to put here my 2 cents,sorry,mi dispiace tantissimo se non ho risposto prima,sorry if I have not replied earlier.Anyway you have to know I always read each and every blog,yours or others,maybe I do not reply soon,maybe  sometime I do not reply at all,but this does not mean I do not care,no read,no think about what's written on there:)
Also,I am so sorry to hear you still feeling kinda unwell and not solved yet some health issues  I believe they are giving you hell and sure you going thru hard days.
hopefully soon you will feel better.
I have not been good myself either lately,so I know well how it does feel like,when we are unable to accomplish daily routine,work&others because of health not good! it's kinda frustrating and even more frustrating when our own health status affects also loved ones lives,family and friends worried and concerned and so on.
I feel un-well often (headaches for example... are there almost each day) and sometime it does take long time to recover. I have had a good decent health until 24,after that age I started to have problems,sometime major problems,sometime minor,and a little at time I learnt to deal with those issues and telling myself  today I feel bad,tomorrow will be better...lol I know i might sound like a broken record,but I just do not want to give up with life,I still have to do lots of things before I die. I have my bad and blue days,but I try to go on because it's life and:
 

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That which does not kill you will only make you stronger




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no response from ppl u send msg makes u wonder wat are they up to. are they angry or simply just dun wanna give a heck?

I think everyone of us might just have really busy days or any other reason that is not certainly the being angry or   not wanting to  give  an heck comprendi?

myself too sometime go thru really busy days I do not get the time to reply emails or call back peoples leaving a message on the phone and so on,but it's not because I do not care it's just because I have not found the right time.


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i seldom share my problems wit frens cos i never wan them to worry about me...

I understand this,anyway at some point you should share because friends are all that about...someone you can share your problems with

hope you will feel better soon and life will be better as well
All my best wishes
ciao
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