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I felled so hard but i got up...
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By:
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ericltkong
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Mood:
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sleepy
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Date:
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03/21/2007 21:17:47
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Music:
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MCR - welcome to the black parade
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it's been a tough weeks for me eversince i recovered from my fever. having recocered from my sickness does not make my life easier. lately i realise there are other health problems wit me. every morning i have stuffy nose for yrs (think since i was still a lil boy), which is synus. but now it's not synus that i'm having cos synus tends to get u to blow ur nose to feel good. but mine is that no matter how hard u blow, i can't get it all out.
every now and then, i see blood traces when i blow my nose. besides that, coughing in my sleep have become a new thing to me as well. that's why i seldom can sleep well at nite when i feel that my throat has this kinda feeling of itchiness.
besides my health, i realised these days i find it hard to do my quiet time wit my Bible. i just couldn't interpret the Bible verses as wat most of my frens could do so. but i'm not giving up yet and i will continue to understand the passage.
on top of all these things, i've got myself into some emotional agenda. i have put hope on pursuing a particular person but i tend to get some negative responses. not sure wat went wrong wit me or was watever i did was too obvious that the opposite knew about it?
i'm kinda a persistent person cos if i wan something, i'll must have it. and if i can't, i'll just cut-off the communication wit the opposite. maybe i should be happy wit i have now from God and maybe the time is not right yet for me.
any advice from u ppl are greatly appreciated. cheers...
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